SI TU PEUX LE PARLERZ ALLEZ TOMBEZ LA CHEMISE

UM, so today i woke up angry because the phones were constantly ringing,

cell phone + house phone. i was so mad that i just ignored the phones

for the rest of the day and went out to bebe's house,

couldn't care less who it was that kept ringing

every five minutes, literally. we went to eat at sunnybank,

oh theres this little bar that has the nicest food! and MILK TEA !

i could just die for it. THEN went to his house and he went to sleep

because he was feeling a bit under the weather,

so that gave me the opportunity to rid the house of cat hair,

since im allergic and its everywhere and while

doing so watched the Fashion Channel.

best.channel.evs!

 2010 HAIR:

Side-braided hairstyle backstage at Alexander Wang Spring 2010

This is my favourite, im actually growing my hair out and dying it black again or streaking my hair extensions so i can do this :) because i really like it, even though

i kinda already wore it like that when i was younger, but still !

Great for the Autumn (Fall) slash Winter 2010 and Spring slash Summer 2010 seasons.

70s inspired long hair at Anna Sui Spring 2010

Alas, the Center part, or Ass/Bum Part as some people like to refer to

it has returned, its okay, i like an off-center part more though.

i was thinking of doing this a while ago, but then thought against because my layers are too short.

I think this looks absolutely HORRIBLE on people with a large forehead

as it makes their eyes look all teeny tiny than they already do.

Looks cute with girls with big eyes and small features though, i saw one girl

with straight ash-darkish-blonde hair in the city with massive eyes framed with thick

mascara and very little eyeliner with minimum makeup and she looked stunning.
but that could have also been the docs and the white princess polly dress she was wearing!

Great for the Spring 2010 / Summer 2010 season.

1970s inspired, textured hair at Chloe Spring 2010

Yay ! i like this alot more than plain straight center parts, its just too.. plain or flat ? i don't know, flat hair always made everything stand out more on the face and look funny like the eyes, i guess i just haven't seen anyone pull it off yet who isn't someone in a magazine slash a model. 

ps: wow, her eyes are so striking and intense. i love that colour. 

Best suited to the Spring 2010 / Summer 2010 season.

Messy top knot at Lanvin Spring 2010

yay yay, i really really love this,

more than all the others because its not something old that has just

been brought back into fashion, or maybe it was and it just hasn't clicked in yet,

i wouldn't know would i, well, to me its all shiny and new.

so its love, and one day ill be able to do it.

Pretty sure, its perfect all year round.

Credit

AU REVOIR!

♥

WHAT I DID FOR LOVE PART 2.

October 31st 1993.

“You better come back here you good for nothing brat!”

I covered my ears with my palms. That was my stepmother calling me. Her voice sounds murderous and I didn’t want to face her today. She had slapped and hit me too much already. I’m afraid I can’t take it anymore so I hid in my closet. I peeked through the crack in my closet and saw my stepmom with a really pissed off look on her face. She was holding that stick that I’m always afraid of. I winced thinking about how much it would hurt if she hits me with it again.

I’m just thirteen and whoever said 13 was an unlucky number, they were right. My mom had died when I was just turning ten. Before she died she told me that I was the most beautiful girl in the world and how proud she was to be my mother. She said even though she’ll be gone, her love is with me always.

Tears rolled down my cheeks. ‘If you love me mommy, how can you be so selfish to leave me?’ So now when I had turn 13 my dad had married Mok Young A, who is my stepmom today. She was a cold-hearted woman who tortured me all day. Any self-esteem I had for myself was shattered and I was living a nightmare.

My closet door suddenly opened. “There you are you wicked girl!” My stepmom started cussing at me as she pulled me out and threw me onto the floor. I began to tremble because I knew what was going to happen next.

*Whack whack whack.*

I cried out in pain but I knew that no one is going to hear my cries. I desperately began to gasp for air. My heart was aching again. I couldn’t breathe.

“Not again! Don’t you see how much you’re costing your father and me with your heart problems? If it wasn’t for all these medical bills we wouldn’t be so poor now!”

I had this heart condition where air would suddenly shut off and I couldn’t breathe. The doctors are trying to save me by giving me a respirator and pills, but they’re not sure how much longer I’ll be able to live. My dad (who was a pathetic excuse for a man) came in.

He looked down at me with sorrowful eyes. He held my stepmom’s arm lightly and said, “I think she had enough. You don’t want her to have another attack. Calm down and let’s have dinner.”

“That’s why I’m hitting her!” she yelled. “She got detention and stayed after school for an hour. She was supposed to be home to go buy food for dinner and make it. Your daughter is so evil. She wants me to starve or something!”

“I didn’t get detention. The teacher wanted to talk to me about—“

But I was cut off by the whack of my stepmom’s stick. I cried silently in pain and turned away. I didn’t want to look at her. My dad said, “Well, dinner’s just going to be a little late today. Mina, say sorry to your mom.”

Despite the pain, I managed to say, “Sorry mom. Please forgive me.”

My dad handed me some money. “Here. Go buy food to make mee-yuk-gook tonight.” My stepmom’s temper simmered down a little as my dad lead her out of my room.

I picked up the money and headed for the store. Mr. Choi, the owner of Choi Food Market, shook his head as I walked in. He knew what kind of hell I was going through. I finished my shopping and checked out.

“That’ll be $3.49.”

“What?” I asked. “Umm…Mr. Choi. That’s impossible. With all this stuff it should be around $15.”

“I know Mina.” Mr. Choi gave me a sad smile. “The exact price is $14.32. Why don’t you keep the change for yourself?”

I opened my mouth in shock. “Mr. Choi…I..I can’t do that,” I said as I handed him 20.

He only took five. “No. Keep it. I know that stepmom of yours don’t give you any money.”

I looked up at Mr. Choi with tears in my eyes. Here he was, just a friend reaching out to me. I said thanks and headed for home.

Thats all for part two :) its 12:36AM and im bored watching the comedy show on channel 1O, funny guy...

so i tried to get my hair done, but i couldn't because my hair was dyed black a couple months back. eep i forgot to get it stripped. o well ! im thinking of getting permanent hair extensions, $400 for a full head.. i was thinking full, or half head ($200) im thinking full head.

anyway, im dead tired, another hair appointment tomorrow morning.. woo......

A U   R E V O I R  .

 

EARLY CHRISTMAS

if looks could kill, id be in trouble right now.

time stands still when you're around.

i gave you all my time, and you gave me all your lies.

And you've just come around to say goodbye.

WHITENOISE.

THELIVINGEND.

OKIE DOKIE ! you may not notice my blog has changed slightly but i have... and im pretty damn tootin' proud of what i have achieved because, pretty sure, i found it hard and i actually remembered and figured it out.

so today was like, early Christmas for the pang residence, as the whole family went over had a big dinner and then sat around in the entertainment room passing gifts and playing games. it was really good.. like everyone was happy and laughing and just a really warm feeling.

Spent pretty much all day cleaning, then me and billyboy went to chermside to do some shopping for his family

and stuff like that woo Christmas shopping.

Last night, bebe had trouble sleeping.. not sure why i think it was because he had a headache and sore wrist or something along those lines :) he asked for me to tell him a story. this sparked a little lightbulb in my head: i had a bunch of like drama/stories thing i got online.

see, i use to be a massive reader, I LOVE VIRGINIA ANDREWS , yeah i have literally ALL of her novels.. + other authors like Jodi Picoult, Janet Evanovich ectt ectttt. but yeah, anyway i went

and found a story that someone gave to me ages ago in school, its a Korean story.

Of course when i read the story to bebe i changed the names to Megan & Billy and other people

in our lives, set in Hong Kong. hahaha hes such a wiener.

I like the story alot, its moral is to never wait to tell someone you love them, because it might be too late.

Belle Chantelle

 AU REVOIR.

CHEAP MONDAYS

so im sitting infront of my laptop wearing black sunnys because i hate being sick, well not really ill sick more like my eyes are swollen and sore, apparently from not sleeping enough err.. but still, the light hurts my eyes hahaha ew...still waiting for bby to come over ==" he slept in grr...

i was on facebook, looking at fan/group websites & found some really nice bloggers & stuff.

got to admit, im pretty proud of my blog template. i wrote it from scratch, literally deleated the whole template pretty much and wrote my own. took sooo long, like two weeks? some stuff wasnt working properly but i got there, i did some editing and finally figured out how to stretch the body !! i knew how but couldnt remember hehe, guess this is what info tech was good for in highschool i suppose hahaha. heppy heppy.

peekaboo :

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( oh, ♥ )

billy fk pang better be happy, if i hear one complaint about being on blog from him ill punch him in the face because im doing this as an alternative to talking to people and making him paranoid. :@ 

AU REVOIR.

UN TATOUAGE.

How come cupid never falls in love?

I bet somebody must've broke his heart
If he fell in love with me, I'd make him so happy
Fell in love, fell in love with me.

holy moly, i havent blogged in so long !! eep . haha , like exactly a month ago from now? yeah, iv been a little bit busy, but not really ? school finished so i have been pretty much with the boyfriend 24/7. we are going up to bundy to visit family soon i think, im not sure, we were but i don't know if we can now because of work complications. ehhh. for about ever, iv had this infatuation with tattoos, i don't have any because i know im the type of person who would constantly change her mind after she gets the tattoo and wont like it later and wont be able to live with looking at it if i dont like it, so tattoos are a no go for me, because i cant stand the.. permanency ? And blonde hair, no idea why.. i even had a failed attempt for blonde; orange woo thank you black hair, thank you. An attempt i will .. most likely.. not try again.. or maybe...

lots of stuff to lookie, i want, i want, most times ill get.. but still.... ugh.

 

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-AU REVOIR.

A DOLLS HOUSE.

#49.

Mr. curious well I need some inspiration
It's my birthday and I cannot find no cause for celebration
The scenario is grave but I'll be braver when you save me
From this situation laden with hearsay

Seriously.. ugh, i am so bored with life. all day every day i go to school, and i hate it there so much, i hate everything about school. e v e r y t h i n g about it is shit. after school i study then go to bed. wake up and repeat. Saturdays and Sundays im working my ass off from 7am until about 4pm - 5pm, Fridays is my ONLY free day, on fridays i jst want to go out and chill and do something, eat at little singapore, see friends, do SOMETHING FUN that isnt cooped up at home but he doesn't like it when i go out without him, so i dont really go anywhere without him. but then he's always busy doing other things, working or whatever. so that leaves me here, at home all the time on facebook or here, and hes all "why the fuck do you facebook so much.." well what the hell else am i meant to do? im so bored, seriously... ughhh. i remember "oh Fridays im unavailable because thats when i see baby" yeah, i remember when he use to want to see me and actually roster himself off permanently but somehow he got rostered on for them, and never changed it. like.. im like a doll, that sits on a shelf that cant move or do anything, oh and noone else is allowed to play with me and then maybe, just maybe when he decides to play he will and then back i go onto the shelf, more like under the bed. i feel like.. im alone, single and just grounded. im frusterated and i miss how the old things were. stupidly i keep thinking heyy next friday he mightn work or something, or hey he finishes at six so maybe he wants to come out after and do something. but "oh hey baby i was about to call you, im staying at work until late, took someone else shift". even my parents go out together on friday nights. so tired of shit.

ugh. but, whateverr.

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-AU REVOIR.

CITY OF MY HEART.

#45,

Way over here from across the street.
Wanna jump out the window, make you notice me.
But when you give me the eye, I become a nervous guy

Aha, okay hello yes yes, so im sitting in my room im so tired i just want to lay down and chill and maybe play xbox for a bit ASSASSINS CREED ! yeah but no.. it doesn't work out like that, see dad has just found the Call Of Duty games and now hes playing it, and i was to go to bed but nooo he has to play ==" aha

so.. sitting on msn all chill talking to TOMMY TSENG whos a massive flaming homosexual (sorry ladies)  ahaha but yeah, we're trying to figure out the grammar formal stuff, tables and such :| doooomeddddd ahaha going to be a massive nervous wreak on that day because i know like nooo-oneeee, hm i think ill do my own makeup to be honest because i dont like how the makeup lady did mine ahaaa...and ill just curl my hair.

HAIR ! i got my extentions from shanghai ! seven pieces at twenty inches each, so good so good getting them cut tomorow.

SHOPPING TOMOROW ! how excitingggggg !  

Today i went to school at like 12ish, crammed for my Science exam which i think i did pretty good in and then i went to the city and did some window shopping with Elaine and Steven : ) all in all , a good day, didnt get to see bb today, he was too busy.. ehhhh haha : ) shit happens i guess.

 finally figured out what day we are all going to go to mad dance studios , we'v decided on the 19th , the day after the grammar formal ahaha : ) yeeew so cant wait havent danced in so so long i miss it :*( i probably cant even remember HOW to dance, holy moly what am i going to wear ??? loool i need my converses =="  i will go through my crap later, hm i think i threw my converses out, the black ones.. too much sentimental meaning that i didnt want to keep anymore.. or mabye i still have them ? because theyr shoes and i need a pair like them == eeerkkk and my long pants, probs a singlet too : ) sounds a goood ! going to bed / play xbox now that dad has gone away aharrharr : ) 

lefashion: a constant source of inspiration.

 

-AU REVOIR

COME CLOSER.

#43,

You see it all in my smile, you hear it all in my laugh, the way i walk, you hear me talking, no im no longer sad. Iv got more reason to smile, more now than i've ever had.
Feeling better today, much better today, so much better. 

 Hello hello !, omg yuck song just came on.. bt yeah so okay :) , seriously have a thing for neyo: ILEERRRVEENEYO. haha, so today i woke up and like the crack of dawn, felt like it and i pretty much just had a teary over how god damn tired i was and how much sleep i needed, i cant concentrate in school anymore im just dead aha..omg, been waiting like thirty minutes for farmville to load up that is HOW CAPPED I AM ! x( this is bollocks seriously..

 so today i like got robbed or something.. pretty crappy. lost all the $$ that mom gave me for the week plus the $$ that i already had :( the end bit of my paycheck.. lol but yeah AND my like $90 headphones for my ipod AND my boyfriends $300 headphones from HK ==" his brothers going to muuurrderrr meee :( o well, ill just give him more dolla dolla tomorow and yeh :(

vee's birthday soon ! yeeeew going shopping friday, pretty sure i said that already.. but yeah SHOPPINGG im like counting down ahaha :D

-AU REVOIR.

amazing, just yeeeep

LIES

#39,

take this sinking boat and point it home
we've still got time .
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yeah , hello : ) okay so i havent been on in like ages ! and i thought i would be blogging regularly. yes , i suppose i lied. oh well nothing drastic has been happening latley anyway. same shit talkers bla bla , so much gossip at school these days though haha, some people are so pathetic, no big deal, schools just amusing now. Im sitting in science, should be working on my assignment but im tired and just dont feel like doing anything today: i have double study and plan to do it then. Oh , so annoyed before. All my subscriptions to everything like vanished of my blogger, arg, and like i didnt just have other blogs, i had all other sites i liked to but theyr all gone and now i wont be able to remember them all ah, a-noy-ingg . So iv been looking around at stuff and iv been seeing lots of ripped jeans now,

style clicker

balmain

topshop

omgosh: bardot and all thoes little shops have now opened up in the mall walking distance from my house, hardest thing ever walking past all those shops every day and not spending everything i have :( . ahh , i need to work more .

TODAY is me and my bbys 7 months :) yeah, short and sweet. Seriously feels like yesterday when i ran into him for the first time, and when we started seeing eachother and all the begining mushy-stuff . young love :) He rang me at 12:O1 just to make sure he was the first one to say it haha , cute. that and because he was just getting home from being out with the guys ==" erh. o well its all the same. im going to get him something today, i swore on everything holy that he cannot get me a n y t h i n g until our one year, the things he buys me constantly, ipods, mountains of clothes. its a shopping spree every weekend, literally hundreads of dollars every saturday. no more , iv been spoilt enough . haha :)

anyway : changing classes now.

- au revoir.

SPEAKING A THOUSAND WORDS

#36,

you got a piece of me and honestly,
my life would suck without you .
________________

look at thoes , theyr so cute . x)

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work, eat, sleep.
too tired to blog :
tomorow :)

-AU REVOIR,

GREEN EYES

I don't know you But I want you
All the more for that words fall through me
And always fool me and I can't react
And games that never amount to more than they're meant
Will play themselves out
Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly, eyes that know me and I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me and I'm painted black
You have suffered enough and warred with yourself
It's time that you won
Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You've made it now
Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing along

(L)THE FRAMES
- FALLING SLOWLY.

___________________________

hello, went to work today and worked and worked and worked . Then i got home and passed out, woke up and got hungry jacks. now im sitting in my room counting down the minutes until harry potter shows on tv , forgot which one but they have been playing a movie every night this week pretty much and im pretty sure i missed last nights :( . i found out that theyr making the last book into two movies ! they should have done that with most of the books, cuuuutt . ahh , counting down the days until my black rats are delivered ! haha. i got the shiny black rats because the normal ones just look like normal leggings that are not fitted to you and it looks funny and the shiny ones are cool and i have a billion normal ones so yeah ! . :) iv decided to save two of my pay slips and go on a massive shoe-spree, so many shoes i want haha, so glad i have a well paying job, well, good enough paying job, for now. tonight, watching harry potter and jumping from blog to blog:

black skeleton

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wooooooow .
oui, very much in love with this . falling for anything shredded these days .



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balmainnnnnnnnnnnnn (L)

the jacket above : might be getting that soooooooon (Y)
harry potter is on : going to watch tv and flitter around facebook.
ahh facebook ! , myspace is a shit haha .
i bebo too :)

http://www.facebook.com/megaannnn

- au revoir,