ANGERISMS

i saw a letter lying on the floor
i couldnt help but look inside
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everythings grey today ...

im proud ...
you might not see it . but iv held alot in , than you think .
i havent broken down even once . : )
im starting to crack , i can feel it . im starting to snap at every small thing .
everything iv held in . iv hit my holding point again .
its funny , cause , like last time ; theres noone here for me again .
lost . nostalgia . spinning .. my twisted nekkid insanity .
who cares ? im numb . i have no feeling .
noone cares anymore . its like im destined for a solo show .
all i hear are echos .
"too complicated for anyone .
too hard to handle .
i give it six months , he'l leave you"
- he was right well ... it feels like it .

au revoir