RAINDROPS

when you talk to me i swear the whole world stops .
you're my sweetheart and i'm so glad that you are mine .
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lol . ok sooo . today was probs one of the most boringest days of my life .
yesterday was pretty hectic though : .
there i was sitting in english , thinking hmm the school should like .. shut down .. or i should tell the office im sick so that i can go home . all of a sudden our principals voice comes over the loudspeakers.
"girls , please stay in your classes for a couple more minutes , we're just going to discussing what to do with the storm"
im thinking oh great we're going to have to have lunch in our classes .. eep how gay haha .
"girls , we're going to close the college because of the sever-ness of the storm , we will be sending out an SMS notification to all parents of the college to come and collect their daughters , could you please evacuate the campus by the end of lunch , thankyou & stay safe"
hell yes ! pretty sure this is like the first time iv ever had an australian-snowday , im pretty sure our school has never been shutdown from anything other than randoms walking campus ect ect . but yeah : ) ha it was good that our school sent everyone home , everything was flooding out on campus anyway ahaha . funny stuff :) the pool is so dirt . eww .
so mom picked me up & we went to get my glasses . ekk.. apparently i have to wear them "full time" ohh HELL NO . not going to happen . bebe has been pretty much forcing me to wear them all day . l o l . tomorw is going to be ahhgood . i get a credit card thing so i can do shit online &co . itl be well good ayeeee finally new shit , im over brisbane :( i want to go oversease againnnn . life is drearyy :(
butttttttttt . today i stayed home , worked a bit of this n this on my engrish assignment thing which is going pretty good , thank fuckk . & what else .. um talked to bebe every now n then when i wasnt falling asleep lol , poor thing fell asleep at like five yesterday and woke up n missed his exams , i completley forgot he had tafe , for some reason i wanted him to come over cause i thought he had a day off . lols , eep , im sorry bebe :(
but yeahhhh then i bebo'd a bit , alot , ehh today was boring so what the hell .
bebo is very sad latley from what iv seen :(
enough on that . next !
i think i found like eight different places to shop online , im happyy ~ cause the other two places i was looking at you had to buy two of everything you picked . n im like.. why would i want two ? :S :S id give it to hikari , but seeing as jst abt everything else is the same in our wardrobes we cant possibly have any more of the same stuff , we'r getting sick of accidently wearing the same thing to family outings ==" eep .
~sigh . i dont understand why some people just give up so easily .. when they can turn things around if they really try like really try hard . i dont understand how people can just.. so selfishly leave .. knowing that so many people will be broken without them . how they can leave theyr other half forever after the many many promises made. all the forever and always' .. i just dont understand why . iv relised that noone is guarantee'd a tomorow , that we're all lucky to live every second of life given to us . iv realised that its too short to hold grudges , to fight and drama over nothing . iv realised that when you go , people only want to remember the good times , so why make bad times ? i want to make as many happy memories i can possible while im alive for its one of the only reasons why im here , to make others happy . i look at my beautiful bebe and i thank god every day that he's here with me. i thank god that we've made it through thoes hard times , the "war" times that were filled with doubt , betrayal , confusion and pain.. the weeks and weeks of long distance and the small bumps that hit us on the road . i thank god that he's stayed and worked with me through everything , good and bad , we're a team . i thank god that he sent him to me. my angel . id go insane without him , id be so lost and suffering if he were to ever leave my side . i love him with all my heart .
my heart goes out to all thoes who have lost .
thoes who have fallen and havent gotten up .
my heart goes out to thoes who were left behind .
- au revoir